am I luckY or wat?!?!

nth is in mY mind NOW!!! i'm juz wondering~ am i too lucKy or wat...!?!? sigh ^^"" nobody can help me...it's a faCt!! stupiD.....i juZ DUN LIKE IT!! wat national service!!!! argh~~~~
I was so nervous .....n FINALLY !! SHOCKED n DOWN...sob sob ~ so few of my friends got this stupid thing...of course ppl will tell me it's good...can learn new things...gain experience..have new friends...n etC ETC!! but.....
SWT ~ AMELIA...u r de chosen 1...u can't do anything bout it...dat's what i know...n de laz thing i can do is to think positively...n believe that GOD has a plan for me....but i'm really ..extremeLy DOWN bout it..n also bout my BAD results ~ GOD pls help me to overcome my sadness...