nth but SORRY

I'm trully DEEPLY reallY verY VERY SORRY... n I did think properly n SerioUsly.. I never plaY a fooL with this... pls bliv me I couldn't answeR u for de past few times coz I really dun have de ansWer n both of them aren't my choiCes. And now, I dun feel like draGGing it anyMore, something urges me..N I scareD I'll hurt u even more if I dun tell u. I'm very sorry..u told m3 i've taken de wrong steps b4 this...shouLd have do something else but I dun think I can do it even if I noe I was taking de wrong steps..coz it's so crueL... Mayb u r rite, it's worst now. Yes, I realize it..so I decided to tell u earlier..not to hurt u more than this..
still fren? no? yes? ..sigh ~ as long as wat u r comfortable with...I can't do anything..n NTH but SORRY GOMENASAI ..I dun feel any better also....